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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-03 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's better like this, so much better like this. It's true that having Yuri squirming and writhing on top of him had been an unparalleled experience, but this is what all his instincts have been craving: his omega, defended, safe beneath the shield of his body and so drunk on his scent that even a tongue as silver-sharp as Yuri's has gone dull and dreamy.

He chases kiss after kiss until he can't bear to kiss him any longer, not from a lack of desire but from a sort of urgent anxiety at the thought that he's neglecting all the rest of Yuri from kissing him so much. When it becomes too much, he breaks away from Yuri's mouth and sucks wetly on his lower lip instead, kissing and licking across his jaw to settle in snugly against his neck.

And yet even with all his instincts raging, when he finally does let himself nuzzle up against the scent glands on Yuri's neck, the compulsion to bite ebbs away in the face of wanting to reassure him instead. His omega is begging for him, squirming and writhing so prettily beneath him, and so he nuzzles soothingly right at the source of his intoxicating scent, marking on top of it with his own.]


You have me. Hush, shhh. I'll give you what you need.

[Not that he really wants Yuri to quiet, by any means. It just feels right to do it, to purr in his ear and remind him what the presence of an alpha means to a needy omega, how it assures him of safety and satisfaction and pleasure all at once.

He drags his hands down Yuri's sides, over his hips, beneath his thighs. It would be wiser if he would take himself in hand, find the right place, line himself up — but that would mean stalling in his grinding rhythm, even for a second, and he's far, far too gone for that.

So he lifts Yuri a touch, shifts the angle of his own hips, and grinds smooth and firm until he feels his tip catch somewhere warm and wet, and this time he seizes onto it, pulls Yuri an inch forward onto him properly, before pressing his weight forward and starting to sink inside.

Even as he's sliding in, the thought twinges that he's been disobedient. That he's claimed a place he wasn't supposed to.

But how could he not be supposed to? He's an alpha, and Yuri's pussy is so warm and slick inside, so inviting in the way it accommodates even his own hefty girth. This is what he was made for, what Yuri was made for — so how, how could it not be precisely where he's supposed to be?

To test the waters, to reassure himself, he rumbles a low laugh.]


That's better, isn't it? I'll keep you so warm.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-06 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[An eerie calmness settles around Dimitri's alpha-mad mind like a descending fog once he's begun to bury himself inside of Yuri, and it's not that he's thinking with any more clarity than before — just that some of the frenzy has settled now that he's accomplished the goal his instincts had been spurring him on toward all this time. No more games, no more teasing, no more restraint or pretenses of self-denial. They never really wanted to deny each other or themselves, did they? That was all just fluff and circumstance, easily discarded now that they've both found where they belong.

He's never had an omega before. He's seen them be mated, yes; he's stood to the side and watched, both for his own education as a royal and to bear witness to another noble's consummation. But Yuri is his now, his first, and he can't fathom in that moment how any other omega could possibly prove more enticing than the one he's claimed right here and now.

Their scents are mingling. He noses against Yuri's neck and can smell himself there, faintly over top of Yuri's much stronger, cloying scent. There's no need to bite, not right now; he's not one of those boarish alphas who can't keep their teeth to themselves, after all.

No, he's not. He's not the boar Felix calls him. This is right, it's good. It couldn't possibly feel so good if it wasn't right.]


I promised that you would bloom, didn't I...

[He slants his mouth against Yuri's, kisses him wet and messy and open. He doesn't just rock his hips back and thrust, either — no, no, he's a considerate alpha, he makes small circles with his hips and grinds himself inside Yuri in little shudders and shivers, warming him up and letting him keep his alpha's cock inside him a little longer at first.]

What do you think of Faerghus now...? Would you go without it?

[As if to punctuate his thought, he draws his hips back slowly, letting Yuri feel every inch of his absence as he slides out again until just the tip of him is left buried inside.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-07 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yuri...

[It strikes him, out of nowhere, that in all the time since he'd come down to Abyss, he's barely said Yuri's name. Certainly it's far out of proportion to the number of times and ways Yuri has called him by name, in return; even now, that aching whine of Dima still rings in his ears, settled pleasant beneath his skin. Is it because he didn't dare? Because it runs the risk of grounding him in a reality that the rest of this feels like an escape from?

Yurochka, he thinks from within the safety of his own mind, testing the sounds without ever letting them get close to his lips, and wonders.]


Everything you need is right here.

[He bends into Yuri's attentions, lips parting to let him lick as he likes, and pushes solidly back into him. The sensation of sliding home feels just as rich the second time as it did the first, but this time he doesn't linger once he's hilted; he wants to knot, and to make his omega slick with his own spend, and beneath Yuri's grasping fingers the muscles in his ass flex as he starts to find a brisk, deep-hitting rhythm.

As he thrusts, he's carefully watching Yuri's face and body, listening for his noises, breathing the flavor of his scent. He's scrupulously marking what seems to please him best, and what gets a reaction or doesn't; there should be something inside, he thinks, that makes him feel extra good — so Sylvain would have him believe, anyway — and he makes gradual adjustments to his angle, intent on trying to find it.]
wolflord: my pathos can be summed up in three panels of a softer world comic (UNHINGE ⚜️ can't stop won't stop)

[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-08 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[It's like the whole world has narrowed down to nothing but Yuri beneath him. There are no haunting voices making agonized demands in his ears, no regrets, no expectations to hang over his head. There's nothing except the hot clutch of Yuri's pussy around him, nothing but the way Yuri trembles and yowls when something he does pleases him particularly well. It's just the two of them, and the musk of their scents cloying in the air, and the sweat beginning to bead on their skin from the exertion of their...

Does he dare call it lovemaking? Rutting might be a more accurate word, but Yuri deserves better. Yuri deserves to be treasured, gorgeous sweet thing that he is, and Dimitri is going to make sure of it, going to spoil him until he's boneless and sated from the pleasure he's been given.

Of course, his own has been building all this time, as well; he can feel the vaguely familiar twinge of his knot threatening to swell, promising a terrible ache if he doesn't sate it with pressure and heat. It's a duller companion to the sharp, intoxicating pain of the gouges Yuri's nails leave in his skin, and he relishes them both as his hips continue their driving rhythm.]


Yes...yes, I will, it's yours, yours...

[There's a howl building in the back of his throat, choking him from trying to keep it swallowed back; he settles back into the right angle to pound against Yuri's sweet spot inside again and again, his knot pushing up against Yuri's pink slit until finally, finally, he snarls and claws the bedsheets and forces the thick swell of it inside.

It locks him in, and there's no helping it; he couldn't pull out now even if he tried, not without excruciating pain, and the knot does its evolutionary work by keeping them tied while his climax takes him, emptying his seed inside the hot channel where he's buried. He's spent himself before, of course, but never quite like this; even knotted, his hips continue to roll shallowly, grinding his knot against Yuri's inner walls, stimulating himself to draw out the high as he fills Yuri with his spend.

As he should be, he thinks, unbidden and wild. He should be full. He was made to be.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-10 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[No one ever taught him that it would feel like this. Even the handful of consummations he'd watched before — the partners in them never looked as euphoric as Yuri does in that moment, and Dimitri certainly can't remember any of them seeming as elated as he feels. There's something profoundly reassuring about staying tied to his omega, even once the frenzy of their fucking has waned; to his mild surprise, he really rather likes the way it feels to just drape over Yuri as they wind down, his hips still making shallow grinding circles to keep his knot stimulated and thick for as long as he can.

He has to, his unspoken instincts demand. He has to stay this way, or his mate won't catch. This is how a good mating is ensured, by staying locked together for as long as possible afterward.

Later, he'll realize with horror what a betrayal those very same instincts have perpetrated. But that will come later.

For now, he can't help but revel in Yuri's attentions, exhilarated by the rough messy kisses and the softer nuzzling alike, because all of it is his and for him and he — and he —]


Ah...

[He's so...so relieved. So validated. So reassured by Yuri's purring and the warmth of his body, and the bliss of his scent, all of them tangled up in tandem to drive the terrible voices of his ghosts away and grant him peace and respite in the interim.]

Yes. Yes, you have me.

[He's the alpha in this equation. So why is it, suddenly, that he feels as though he's the one that's been claimed?]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-13 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
You were right. I do feel...calmer.

[That was, after all, the pretext that brought him down into Abyss in the first place, wasn't it? That he'd felt so pent-up and wild after their training mission, shaking with bloodlust and unable to calm the fire that raged in his veins — and now look at him, sleep-heavy and sated as he drapes over a purring partner, letting his throat be licked with the sort of affection that comes between pack members and mates, all notions of slaughter forgotten as he loses himself in their thick intermingling scents instead.

It was good. It was so good, even if at times his instincts did get the better of him. Even if emotions like jealousy and shame had burned hot at times, they'd always flared out soon enough — and Yuri's arms had been waiting to catch him when they did.

He does want to do this again. All of a sudden, he's not sure how he could be expected to go without it.]


Though I'm...not altogether sure what one does now, while we...wait. Do we, ah, talk?

[His cheeks heat, just slightly; the flush goes prettily with the blue of his eyes.]

Whatever you would like. Please, guide me in this respect as well.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-13 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dimitri tries his best to shift his weight so that his instincts are sufficiently appeased — wanting to lie directly atop the omega he's tied to, press him down into the nest, keep him safe with the shield of his body and the implicit power in his frame — but at the same time, not be so callous as to just crush him outright, or presume that sort of security is what Yuri really wants. His head is clearer now than it's been; things like that occur to him, more frequently, that instincts make demands, but they're not always the only factor in the equation.

It's downright embarrassing, though, how quickly he melts when he's petted, pushing his head into the touch even as his hips make shallow grinding circles designed to keep drawing out the pleasure for both of them well into the afterglow, pliant like warm caramel.]


We would never imprison our queens. Not in Faerghus.

[The very thought is just...abhorrent, to him, and he can't help but feel the need to defend his kingdom in the face of the suggestion. What he's defending it from, exactly, he isn't sure; it just feels very important for Yuri to know that they're good people in Faerghus, and tolerant, and kind, and not the sort of people who would ever do...do...whatever it is he's worried about.]

It isn't widely known, but...my father's queen, in the years leading up to their deaths, was my stepmother. Not his first wife, my mother. Yet would you have known it, had I not said so?

[There is an irony here, about the Tragedy of Duscur and queen omegas meddling with politics behind the backs of their kingly alphas. But that's a revelation several years off, yet, and Dimitri still has a long way to go before then.]

The wife chosen for me will be...someone with Faerghus's best interests at heart. There'll be no danger. How could there be, so long as we're united in our goals?
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-09-16 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
So you see. I have heard that elsewhere in Fodlan, wives are sometimes ranked by their supposed "worth" to their alpha. But not in Faerghus. Never in Faerghus.

[He leaves it vague which parts of Fodlan he might be referring to with that. And in truth, he has no real proof of it, outside of a few things he's heard Sylvain say that might well have just been tall tales and stories, but...

Well, Yuri had been undecided, before, about whether to favor Faerghus or the Alliance with his presence if he should ever leave Abyss. A little reinforcement of that decision can't possibly hurt, even if it's founded in facts that are at best tenuous.

But Yuri's question washes over him like a warm wave, paired with the shivery sensation of his muscles tightening around his knot, the pleasurable reminder that his seed and his cock are both still safely sheathed inside Yuri where he belongs.]


...I hope so.

[Giving voice to his uncertainty feels like a confession. For all that he's a little ashamed of it, there's a certain relief in it too.]

I only want to do right by my people. To all of my people. And to rule in a manner that pacifies the restless ghosts of those who came before me.