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« mocking.bird » TEXT ✧ AUDIO ✧ VIDEO ✧ ACTION Yuri Leclerc ✦ Fire Emblem: Three Houses
RESIDENCE ✦ Emerald District
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"Leave it."

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ashenputtel: tell me tell me i'm the only one even if it's not true (STARS πŸ‘Š collapsing with tunnel vision)

[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-08 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Despite himself, the heartfelt reassurance brings a hint of rosy flush to his otherwise tanned cheeks. He's just opening his mouth to say something cavalier and reassuring, maybe something like aw, I've never been one to feel sorry for myself, so don't you start, when all of a sudden Yuri is on him instead, kissing him deep, and all thoughts of protest go right out the window.

What kind of idiot would he have to be, to think about anything else when he could be thinking about Yuri kissing him like that?

It's only afterward, when Yuri slides off of him and starts roaming the room, that he really manages to gather up his thoughts, and by then it's already too late; the moment is over, and the warmth has nested in his chest, and he'd have to be an even bigger idiot to stay ruminating about implications of melancholy when Yuri is telling him to take his pants off.]


Dunno how I could be anything but comfortable, on a bed this nice.

[But still, he sits up enough to work his trousers off, and after a moment's thought opts to just strip down entirely, shucking off the rest of his clothes and depositing them in a careless pile on the floor near the foot of the bed, in favor of just lounging around bare and brazen. Why not? He looks damn good; nothing about this iron bod to be ashamed of.

Besides, it means he can sneak a few subtle strokes of his cock while he's waiting, just for fun, until Yuri turns back and he's got to behave again.

Which he does, eyeing up the lube and the ribbon carefully, but not without a visible hint of interested anticipation.]


Looks to me like you're up to something.

[But he does make himself comfortable anyway, getting himself up onto the mattress proper and lying out on his back, as much so that he can look up at Yuri through lowered lashes as anything else.]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-08 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Says the guy who's always got backup plans for his backup plans.

[How is it possible, he thinks idly as he watches the lavender garment go the way of all the rest of their clothes, forgotten on the floor, a problem for another time — how is it possible that Yuri looks incredible in every permutation of everything he's ever worn, regardless of how much or how little he's worn to begin with? It seems to defy belief, and yet here he is, pale and real and pleasantly solid as he settles back into his favorite place over Balthus's hips.

This will be the second time now that he's put himself in Yuri's hands, blindly embracing whatever plans he might have and whatever pleasure might be born of it. Last time he ripped a chunk out of a dock; he'll have to be careful not to make the same mistake with all these nice pillows.

But it's hard not to settle into the dreamy rhythm of their cocks brushing together, or of the more deliberate caress of Yuri's palm when he eventually reaches for them. It's just another way of feeling good, and he's happy to give himself over to it.

And then Yuri says trust me, and the whole world stops for a second while his heart skips a beat.

It's an echo of what he'd said himself in the alley, true. But it's also a memory of a kiss by the dockside, of unprecedented panic as he'd been dragged into the deep — and the recollection of just how all right he'd been when Yuri had known something he hadn't and set out to take care of them both.

It's a nice memory, for all that it'd been terrifying in the moment. Thinking about it makes goosebumps rise up on his arms, and his throat bob as he swallows back his anticipation.]


You know that saying about too much of a good thing?

[He grins a little, the corner of one side of his mouth cocking up, and he absently reaches to run his thumb over one of his own nipples just for the spark of sensation while he waits patiently to see where this will go.]

Whoever said it obviously never met you.
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-09 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's never felt quite right to him, to just lie back and take when it comes to sex. He also knows that makes him something of a rarity, at least among the types of men who get their intimacy primarily in exchange for gold as opposed to earning it in some other fashion; lords and johns rarely pay for the privilege of giving pleasure, as opposed to simply demanding it in exchange for their coin. But his satisfaction has always come as much from the opportunity to drink down his bedmate's reactions as it is to ride a cresting wave of arousal himself — and why not? What better gratification could there be, than acting and seeing the erotic results of that handiwork?

It only occurs to him, belatedly, that Yuri might feel similarly, at least at a time like this. He's sure it hadn't been an act the day at the docks, when Yuri's eyes had gone heated and smoldering with satisfaction while he'd sucked Balthus's soul out through his dick. And this doesn't feel like an act, either, because what it feels like is worship — passion prayers that Seiros sure as hell never condoned.

He wants to do a lot of things, while Yuri works his way down his body, kissing and licking and making him shiver. He wants to prop up on his elbows, maybe reach down and pet his messy hair into an even wilder mane. He wants to think about Yuri slicking on a fresh coat of lipstick and doing it all again, this time with smudged rings of evidence left behind on his skin as a testament to every place his mouth touched.

But then he thinks about all the little flashes of affection he's seen Yuri flash throughout the course of the night — the concern he'd shown for the bruised cheek and cut lip, the insistence on making him comfortable, the soft reassurance that he means something — and he thinks, what if for a little while, he tried just accepting it? What if he were to just lie still and come undone beneath the attention of someone who means more to him than...than just about anything?

Acceptance feels like breathing underwater.

He keeps his eyes closed, and his breath starts to shift into shudders and moans.]


Yuri...

[He whines — whines! — when Yuri spreads his legs and starts to tease, torn between aching for the bolder pleasure of that attention finally reaching his cock, and wanting the avoidance of it to go on and on for another eternity. It's all at once too much and not enough, and his every desire is a contradiction.

He tries to stay still, but he can't, not when wet heat finally slides down around him and the phantom drag of nails is still echoing on his nerves. At first his hips jerk clumsily, his muscles visibly going taught as he reacts, but then he settles again as the press of Yuri's hands reminds him to behave himself.

The messy wet sucking noises are louder, now that they're not competing with the lap of the surf against the poles of a dock. The bed is soft beneath him and every time Yuri moves his mouth it sends a new wave of sin washing up to blanket him, and the only thing he has to give back is the symphony of sounds stirred up in his throat and falling from his mouth in begging approval, and he can only just hope that it's enough.]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-10 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's such a simple, benign question that he almost doesn't put together what Yuri is even asking, at first. Surely Yuri's already aware that Balthus has gone to putty in his hands, giving himself over to whatever wicked tricks Yuri might have in store for him. Why would he need to ask when he's already unwound from the sensation, laid out and open like a feast for Yuri's eyes and hands and lips.

It clicks when all of a sudden the epicenter of his pleasure isn't just the wet heat laving around his cock, but a different sensation still — lower, blunter, an added dimension to the heat knotting up inside of him. And it's good that it does, because it rouses him a little from the haze of arousal clouding his mind, making him lift his head a little to look down at Yuri with smoky, glassed-over eyes.

It'd be so easy to just say yes without a second thought, because he feels good and he doesn't want to surrender that, doesn't want to come up out of the arousal he's let overtake him and actually return to critical reasoning. But the fact that Yuri's asking means he deserves a better answer than an offhand, sex-slurred anything, and so Balthus tries his best to come up with something to say that doesn't involve relinquishing his dreamy fog of satisfaction altogether.]


You'd be the first.

[Which isn't a yes or a no, but it's a little important. It means he's thinking about it. It's important that Yuri knows he's thinking about it.]

...You know I trust you.

[He'd said it before — trust me — and what had followed along right on its heels was let me take care of you.

That's better than a yes or a no, he thinks vaguely. I trust you to take care of me is so much better, and so much more accurate to how he really feels.]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-11 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Hhm...you're worrying about me again.

[But it is awfully nice to know that it's, well, okay to not like things. It's nice to have the permission, because this is something fervent and precious and the last thing he would ever want is for uncertainty to be mistaken for reluctance, to be mistaken for disinterest. That's the kind of concern that really only comes up when there are feelings involved, and therefore feelings that could potentially get hurt. And at the moment he really does feel like he'd agree to just about any idea Yuri might dream up, so long as the rich haze of pleasure he's drowsing in doesn't up and disappear — but it warms him just as much to have evidence of Yuri's own care for him.

He'd promised, hadn't he? To take care of him? And he is, and not just in a tangible sense, either.

Which is awfully nice.]


H-Hey, uh...

[There's a lovely flush high in his cheeks, the angle of his head drifting to one side as he focuses more thoroughly on the exploring touches behind his balls. He's at least aware of the theory of it all, that the tempo of Yuri's fingers is as much about making sure he stays relaxed as it is out of any sort of tease, and he swallows hard and pants through his mouth before gathering up enough presence of mind to string words together again.]

Promise I'll get to kiss you again. Whatever else we do. Just promise I can kiss you one more time, yeah...?

[For perhaps the first time in his King of Grappling existence, he doesn't seem to know what to do with his hands. At first his fingers twist in the coverlet, careful only to wrinkle and not to rip; after that winds up unsatisfying, he tries moving one to his own chest, just gliding his fingers over his skin like he's reminding himself of the reality of his own body, the fingertips sweeping in time with the rock of his hips, the tightening of his thighs.

But the slow buildup actually helps; by the time Yuri's thumb makes it to its destination, he's so keyed up with the anticipation that he can't help but be ready for it, hungry to discover yet another new sensation to layer into the decadent experience of all the others that have come before it.

So he hitches his hips, bearing down on the slick press of his finger just a little, his own implicit encouragement to continue.]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-11 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[So that's — that's Yuri's finger, going inside him. Just a little, at first, obviously taking care and working him up to it, but yeah, it's. It's going inside him.

As sensations go, it's mostly just a strange one, so far. It's not overtly pleasurable the way that having a mouth wrapped around his cock is, and it's not unexpectedly sensitive the way Yuri's fingers stroking behind his balls had been. It's not bad, and it certainly doesn't hurt, not with all the care Yuri's taking to go slow and keep him relaxed. It's just...different, and he's not quite sure what he thinks about it yet — not that he's having much luck at thinking generally, with his mind cloudy with arousal and need.

But this is what it feels like from the other side, evidently. Goddess knows he's been the one working his fingers into his partners plenty of times before, coating them with heat and wet and stroking where it's sensitive inside to make them jump. And Yuri wouldn't be doing it at all if he didn't think it was likely to feel good sooner or later, he reminds himself, so he runs his tongue over his lips and chews the corner of his mouth and tries to just let all the sensations build up on their own, without thinking too hard about them.

He'll think about Yuri's voice instead, he decides hazily. Yuri's got such a pretty voice, and now he's calling him — ]


Beautiful, huh...

[He fumbles, reaching clumsily down the length of his body and managing to find a few locks of Yuri's hair. It spills through his fingers like silk; entranced, he tries to hold onto it again, and watches it slip free another time.

It's a strangely fascinating way of feeling his arousal build. It's not fast or frenetic, no insistent burn to chase down the edge of his climax. It's more like he's warming slowly in the sun, his nerves coming alight, to the point where he's aching hard and starting to drip in his need, but the urgency just isn't there.]


You can, uh. More, and...not so slow? I think I'm liking it. I'll tell you if I don't.
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-12 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[With two fingers, the pressure is impossible to ignore, the stretch as his body shifts to accommodate them. He can feel them moving, searching, rubbing inside of him; it's a wholly different kind of feeling good, with the pleasure rooted in a different place than he's used to. The rhythm is easy enough to pick up, and before long he's rocking right along with Yuri's movements — down onto his fingers, up into his mouth — and it's nice. It's good, it's steady, it's easy, it's —

Yuri's fingers hook, and brush up against something just right, and it's so sudden and sharp and good that his hips jerk and his leg kicks reflexively and he can't help but squirm and keen, shaken by the sudden electric feeling of...of whatever that had been.

That's, he realizes belatedly, what Yuri must've been up to. That's what he knew, what he had up his sleeve when he wanted to try this. That white-hot sensation, that's what he'd wanted him to feel, what he'd invited him to say was too much, if it proved to be too much.

He could come from that, easily. He will, too, if Yuri keeps crooking his fingers like that, blowjob be damned. He could just keep doing that, keep stroking him from the inside, and hell if it wouldn't feel so good to just let that happen.]


More of that. Again.

[Is he demanding, greedy? Of course he is. But that doesn't matter, does it? Not when he wants to feel that again, wants release to take him and hurl him off the precipice to drown in pleasure, and he already knows full well that Yuri isn't likely to deny him anything right now.]

Yuri...!
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-12 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[If he had the presence of mind to be embarrassed right now, his face would no doubt be flaming. Maybe if he had the capacity to consider how to reconcile an unexpected enjoyment of fingers working his ass with being the Exalted King of Grappling, he'd find the entire prospect mortifying. Certainly he'd feel some burn of self-consciousness about the way Yuri teases him, encourages him even while he plays his body like a fine instrument. Surely his thoughts would be a flurry of words like not supposed to and wrong to and shouldn't.

Maybe that will all hit him later — or maybe it won't. Right now the only thing he's got the ability to consider is that Yuri's not even touching his dick anymore and he can still feel the familiar snarl of sharp arousal starting to pull taut inside him, bliss punctuated by the unrelenting pressure of Yuri's fingertips and the sharp pinch of teeth in his thigh.]


Ah — hh, hhah...

[It's strange and new. Even in the past when he's been at someone else's mercy, he's still felt as though he's had some small semblance of control over his own orgasm, some part in the decision-making process of when and how to let it take him, even if the only thing he'd been able to decide was now.

This, he doesn't know how to control. The decision to come is entirely out of his hands.

He's used to climax feeling like a pleasurable punch to the gut, a sharp release like a cord snapping. This seems to take him from the whole body — his toes curl, his thighs quake. The ruby on his pelvis crests and ebbs as his muscles contract; his chest goes tight and his eyes roll back, his lips open as if to cry out but no real sound escapes.

Chevalier glows; the heat radiating from his skin is almost tangible, with how the eruption of pleasure seems to seize his whole body and leave him from the inside out. He's never come like this in his life — and that's probably a good thing as far as his laundry is concerned, given just how much he comes, and for how long.

So to answer Yuri's question — yes, he is going to make a mess of himself, but evidently he's going to take everyone else around with him when he goes.]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-12 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[His heart feels like it's going to pound right out from between his ribs; assuredly Yuri can hear it thudding at a jackrabbit pace when he snuggles in close, the same way he'll feel the tacky remains of sweat clinging to his skin, the little shocks and tremors of his come-down shuddering through his muscles. If someone had told Balthus at the beginning of this night that he'd be starting out pent-up and itching for a fight, and by the end of it he'd be flat-out on his back in recovery from an absolutely sky-shattering orgasm stroked out of him from the inside — yeah, he probably would've thought it was all just crazy talk. He's had good sex before, sure. He's even had great sex before. But the kind of sex that would lay him out like that? Dubious.

Only now it's a reality. He came that hard and he's more exhausted than he'd been after ten rounds in the ring, and even still his traitorous cock is still half-hard even where it's been left lying against his hip, because that's just how it is when you've got the blessings of Chevalier in your blood, he supposes.

It's Yuri's kisses, though, that really take him apart. If coming like that is what knocked him down, Yuri's soft affection — and the way he makes good on his promise — is what grabs him by the ribcage and pries him open to lay all of him bare.

It's a while before he's able to catch his breath enough even to think; his chest rises and falls at a pace that starts out fast but gradually slows while the endorphins and exhaustion start to seep in. It's probably a good thing he doesn't have orgasms like that on a more regular basis, because it quickly becomes apparent when he starts to talk that his brain-to-mouth filter is gone — not that he ever had much of one to begin with.]


Tell me I make you feel half that good...

[Slowly, his arm drags across the mattress and tries to tighten a little around Yuri, the suggestion of holding him even though he's too tired to really put much effort into it at the moment.]

Guess that means I like it, hah.
ashenputtel: tell me tell me i'm the only one even if it's not true (STARS πŸ‘Š collapsing with tunnel vision)

[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-12 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Brow furrowed, he picks his head up a fraction at Yuri's remark, gazing down the length of his body until he starts to pick up on just what he's getting at. His accompanying groan fades into a half-laugh as he lets it fall back down again, listing to the side to better face him.]

That's nothing you did or didn't do. Just my Crest.

[Is Yuri — is he licking his — oh, yeah, that semi isn't going away anytime soon, saints above.]

I bounce back fast, remember? Sometimes one go's enough, but sometimes...hah, uh, I guess this is one of those other times.
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-13 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I bet I'm not the only one. Some Crests are just like that.

[He flushes with pleasure, warmed by the sound of Yuri's genuine laughter and the way he presses his mirth against Balthus's chest, letting it ripple along his skin. He likes basking in it so much, in fact, that he almost doesn't notice the movement of Yuri's hand until those wicked fingers are curling around his dick, and then all of a sudden the next breath he sucks in is deeper than before, anticipatory.

...And. He's.

Oh, no, he's the only one who got to come, isn't he? Dammit, what was he thinking, being so selfish?

But — on the other hand...isn't that what Yuri all but told him to do? Relax, and let him take care of him? So maybe it wasn't selfish so much as just...just letting himself accept the spoiling, a little. But he should still do something to make it up to Yuri, he reminds himself. Definitely. It's just the right thing to do.]


Hey, c'mon up here.

[As his strength starts coming back, it's easier to find the willpower to thread his fingers through Yuri's hair and use it like a handle, guiding him up for a kiss.]

I'm pretty sure I know where you're going with this, so...yeah. A dick's not that far off from a couple of fingers, so if you want me like that, too...then yeah. I'm up for it.

[saints preserve this poor dumb idiot and his honest but misguided assumptions about whose dick Yuri wants to go where, here.]
ashenputtel: don't bother using balthus, he's a mediocre unit, say the strategy guides incorrectly (OOOO πŸ‘Š oh boy a map covered in fog)

[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-13 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[...You know, at the rate he's going, he's going to use up all the luck he was ever destined for in this one single night, and he'll never have even an ounce of it ever again. And he won't even mind, because damn is he on the hot streak to end all hot streaks tonight.]

Wh— really?

[Sound a little less like a kid given free rein in a candy store, Balthus, maybe try that for a while.]

Oh, yeah. Hell yeah. Damn, Yuri, when I said I wanted you in my lap all night, I meant it, you know?

[And his cock seems to agree, rousing with abrupt interest — and not just from the way Yuri is playing with him, either. #ThanksChevalier]
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[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-06-14 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'd do a lot on the basis of nothing more than trust me. Realistically, he already has — breathing underwater and letting Yuri explore him so intimately and all. And what he's gradually growing to discover is...that it isn't even really that he wants to be in on Yuri's every plan and scheme, after all. He just wants to know they're happening. He just wants to be asked for his trust.

It feels good to be asked. All the pleasure in the world, given unilaterally, would still pale next to the simple satisfaction of being asked for that moment's permission and granting it.

Maybe if it were someone else, he'd be reluctant to allow his sense of sight to be stripped away. Certainly he wouldn't be willing to let himself be bound, either. But this...this is going to be good, he thinks. Betting on Yuri is always a reliable bet; he always makes sure he wins.]


Okay.

[It's a softer agreement than his previous enthusiasm, but he doesn't sound anxious so much as just a little uncertain. But still, he reaches for Yuri's hand and brings it down to his lips so that he can kiss at his fingertips, and then guides it down further to rest flat against the rise and fall of his chest, where his heart is beating steadily beneath the muscle.

They did this at the lake, too. A nonverbal take on trust me. It's not a coincidence that he does it again, now.]


Pretty me up. I know you've got me.

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