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๐“Ž๐“Š๐“‡๐’พ. ([personal profile] foulplayed) wrote2020-11-25 10:15 pm

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ยซ mocking.bird ยป TEXT โœง AUDIO โœง VIDEO โœง ACTION Yuri Leclerc โœฆ Fire Emblem: Three Houses
RESIDENCE โœฆ Emerald District
GEMBOND โœฆ Amethyst


"Leave it."

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freshprints: (CONCENTRATE โˆ full ishimaru go)

[personal profile] freshprints 2021-04-21 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Most likely. It's an unorthodox set of circumstances.

Put overly simply, I was raised to be my grandfather's heir, which to him meant excelling in only one area of study. Other disciplines were negligible, even discouraged. Someone I know once compared it to a monarch bringing up their successor, and I suppose that's apt.

"Unraveling deception to find the truth" — that's what was prioritized for me.
freshprints: (AVERT โˆ oh someone dropped a quarter)

[personal profile] freshprints 2021-04-25 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
It's interesting. Everyone I've told about it has had precisely that same reaction.

It's undeniable that his methods were...sometimes questionable. He kept me from seeing my mother when she was dying, and he actively discouraged me from making and maintaining friendships. Our work came first, and if it was for work, there's nothing he wouldn't have given me. It was only everything else that went by the wayside.

But I don't necessarily disagree with what he raised me to be, or the person he made me into. So...it's been more difficult than it sounds. Exploring other avenues.