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๐“Ž๐“Š๐“‡๐’พ. ([personal profile] foulplayed) wrote2020-11-25 10:15 pm

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ยซ mocking.bird ยป TEXT โœง AUDIO โœง VIDEO โœง ACTION Yuri Leclerc โœฆ Fire Emblem: Three Houses
RESIDENCE โœฆ Emerald District
GEMBOND โœฆ Amethyst


"Leave it."

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ashenputtel: i know you're not the only starfish in the sea but you're mine (HUG ๐Ÿ‘Š i think it's gonna be all right)

[personal profile] ashenputtel 2021-05-30 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Balthus knows what drowning feels like, sort of. He remembers a time with a particularly savage bounty hunter and a nearby lake, with an armored hand twisted in his hair while his face was pressed down below the surface; he'd gotten water in his lungs then, and he remembers how it had burned, and how after he'd wrestled himself free and sucked in air and eventually knocked the guy out, he'd made a reminder to himself to never die by drowning, ever.

So on some level, it feels like he'd have to be crazy to breathe in right now. It's dark down near the bottom of the lake, and he doesn't even know if he could manage to swim back up to the surface before his lungs give out, but the monster in him at least wants to try. He's going to have to make a decision fast, though; his chest is straining, his lungs tight, and soon he's not going to be able to hold off the reflex any longer.

But Yuri's there. Touching him, soothing him, coaxing him. He mimes something — throat, chest — and then tries to show him the same thing, urging him on.

Yuri...thinks he can breathe, huh? Maybe that's what he was getting at, then. Promising he'd be okay. Knowing all along that he'd be all right, air or not, because he could just...do this.

Tentatively, against all his better rational judgment, he inhales — and the burning in his lungs alleviates, as blessed cool relief flows over them. No more straining. No more fighting. He's okay. He can breathe.

Wide-eyed, he's just about to signal an astonished I can breathe! at Yuri somehow, except that before he can start to do it, Yuri's on him, kissing him, and he doesn't want to think about breathing anymore because he wants to think about being kissed. The tension rushes out of him like a puppet with its strings cut, and he lets the water and Yuri's presence hold him up for the time being, kissing and breathing and getting a little drunk on the relief of it all.

His arms, thick with scales, wrap carefully around Yuri's waist, and he gathers him in close as best he can; almost tiredly, he brings his head down and kisses against the juncture where Yuri's neck meets his shoulder, a move chosen for its intimacy yet mostly free of amorous overtones.

Thank you, he mouths against Yuri's skin, and hopes he'll understand it even through the muddling of the surrounding water. You've got me. I'm okay.]