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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-26 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[It was a training mission, Dimitri is telling himself with every step he takes, the words like a mantra forced through gritted teeth in his mind. It was necessary. They were brigands and bandits. The church condoned it. The professor ordered it. It was a training mission.

When he does well on missions like these — when he fights with all the strength and power he has in him — it means he's kept people safe. He's kept his loved ones alive. It means he's avoided another tragedy. It means he won't have to see someone else's head sever from their shoulders every time he closes his eyes.

It was necessary. They were brigands and bandits. The church condoned it.

The bloodlust in his veins will have quieted by the time they reach Garreg Mach again. It always does. He always manages to draw it back in and bottle it up, no matter how out of hand he'd let it get on the battlefield. The stench of blood always leaves his nostrils eventually. He stops craving. He's not the mindless boar that Felix always calls him. He's not, he's not, he's not.

The professor ordered it. It was a training mission. It was necessary.

He is the heir of the throne of Faerghus, the last direct descendant in the Blaiddyd bloodline. He must be better than this. He must keep control of himself. If he just goes through the motions — if he takes all the right actions — he just has to observe all the right forms until it passes. Until someday he really is the noble he's supposed to be.

Goddess, he's trying so hard to be what he's supposed to be —

But then suddenly someone's talking to him, the voice like a fishhook dragging him out of the depths of his thoughts, and when he looks in the direction of the sound, he's still a little wild-eyed at first, before the familiarity of conversation reminds him of his manners.]


O-Oh. Ah — Yuri, forgive me, I didn't hear you approach.

[The stimulation of a friendly face helps, a little, with keeping him engaged and out of the reach of the whispering voices that threaten to drag him down into the tempest of their demands. Conversation is habitual, and lordly manners are practically a reflex. It'll help to ground him, to talk with Yuri. It'll help him to make the transition back from the howls of battle to the calm decorum of the monastery.]

Please, it was nothing. Your Wolves are a great asset to the Blue Lions in battle; if anything, I should be the one extending my own thanks.

[He lets out a slow breath, watching the way Yuri's fingers skim around his ear, how they drag carelessly down the column of his neck where his uniform and armor don't obscure it. His own collar fits tightly; all of a sudden he's aware of its press against his Adam's apple, the way the stiffness of it feels a little like a leash.

Maybe it would be better, he thinks suddenly, if he were to put off his return to Garreg Mach a little while longer. Abyss is...rougher. More informal. Perhaps it'd be better to idle a while there, on the pretext of a meeting with another House Leader, to let his blood cool before subjecting himself again to the scrutinizing holiness of the Lady Rhea — and the professor.]


Your offer is an intriguing one, I'll admit. But surely there's no need for any "goons". Or is this less of a social call than you're suggesting?
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-27 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[The worst part about it is, at first pass he misses the flirting in favor of just being stunned at the prospect of being invited to spend time with someone companionably. He's used to formalities brought on by his rank, invitations extended to him either because there's an ulterior motive or because it wouldn't be proper to leave out the future king, regardless of whether anyone really wants him there or not. And so many of his friendships — if he can call them that to begin with — can sometimes feel so horribly one-sided, all deference and tact no matter how much he begs to be treated like anyone else.

He doesn't begrudge them the formality, of course. He doesn't care about Dedue any less just because he's never been able to convince him to use his name. He's fond of Ashe no matter how much he's the prince first and a fellow Lion second in the little archer's eyes. Everyone is kind to him, in their ways, and he appreciates it like he's supposed to, but —

But that hangs so heavy over all of it. Supposed to. All of them, behaving as they're supposed to.

That's why it stuns him that for those few seconds, Yuri doesn't. He naturally positions them as equals, even when he's using the right words and observing the right forms — he says your Highness like it's a term of affection instead of a title, he asserts himself as a House Leader in his own right just as Dimitri is head of his, he refers to him as a guy like you like he knows him, like what he is matters just as much as who he is.

And that's why he's just crazy enough to go. Because Yuri invites him for a social call and makes it sound like it really will be social. Because he asks if Dimitri wants company and he

and he

oh goddess he doesn't want to be alone with his responsibilities and ghosts right now.

But at least he only has to make it until six. It'll give him time to calm down, somewhat, and to go through his usual methodical process of cleaning and putting away his armor, of rinsing off the sweat and stench of battle. He should eat something, really, even though he'll derive no pleasure from it. And if it's a social call, then a gift is probably in order — a pair of riding boots, perhaps. Or maybe he's got an owl feather around somewhere that would do. Or —

Well, at least he's got plenty to keep him occupied until the appointed hour.

He sneaks down into Abyss at a little after six, determined not to be formally punctual while still respecting the hour, and sure enough, there are plenty of goons around that he can ask for directions. On the other hand, there's also Balthus, who he'll feel considerably less foolish approaching, and his comrade-in-arms flashes him a boisterous grin and a clap on the shoulder before pointing him in the right direction and heading off himself for a drink at the Wilted Rose.

He seems pleased with himself. Dimitri idly wonders why.

But it's a short walk to his destination, an alcove done up in rich blue drapery that's a little too close to Faerghus blue for Dimitri's attempts at commoner comfort, and when he pokes his head in, he's relieved to find Yuri already there and waiting, but not impatiently so.]


Hello.

["Hello". He's such an idiot. Swallowing back a flash of self-consciousness, he steps inside and holds out a box containing a rather humble but utilitarian whetstone — Yuri uses a sword in battle, it's practical, it's friendly — as his peace offering.]

I hope this is "after six" enough to suffice.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-28 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dimitri. He's too composed to shiver visibly at the sound of his own name lilting in Yuri's teasing voice, but it sends a thrill shooting down his spine nevertheless. Why had he never thought to reach out to Yuri before now, on his own terms, he wonders? In retrospect, it seems like the most obvious thing in the world — who better to understand his own circumstances than another house leader? Who better to seek out as an equal? Certainly there are no politics plaguing the Ashen Wolves the way that the other three houses are tainted by their own regions' intrigues. Perhaps there really is a friendship here for him, and has been for a while, only he'd been too blind to reach out and take it.

Between that and the tea, he relaxes a little; when he reaches for his cup and the scent of chamomile reaches his nose, his lingering tension eases all the more. Oh, it's his favorite. Could it be that Yuri somehow knew? Perhaps he'd been talking to the professor, or...

Or, no, that's insane. Maybe it's just a lucky guess. Whatever it is, he's grateful for it.]


This is my favorite, actually. The smell is nostalgic.

[Nostalgic enough that he can almost remember what things taste like. Regardless, he has a few moments before conversation begins, and he takes his time to relish them, closing his eyes to properly appreciate the aroma of the tea before sipping lightly at it and letting the heat wash over his tongue.

It's a good thing, too. Because when Yuri mentions a little extra energy, he almost tenses right back up again for fear that he's been found out, a caged animal come under scrutiny — but at the very least he's got the tea to help keep himself calm, and his throat wet, and his voice even.]


I think that's how any soldier feels. Most men feel the rush of battle; it's a large part of what keeps them alive in such a dangerous situation. I doubt it's unusual to think that such a rush wouldn't merely disappear the instant a battle concludes.

[But.]

Thus far you've offered me an outlet and companionship. If you're leading up to the suggestion that we train together, you didn't need to go to all this formality, I assure you.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-29 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. He's not being invited to train, he's being propositioned. That makes considerably more sense.

...

Wait.

There's a gap in time between the conclusion and the appreciation of what he's just concluded, not unlike the way that lightning flashes before it's chased by a roll of thunder. He makes the connection between all the little inviting things Yuri does — the softening of his eyes to show off the painted lids, the brush of his fingertips, the nudge of his boot in such a way that puts his leg against Dimitri's beneath the table — and recognizes a come-on for what it is. It's just...it doesn't quite land, at first, that he's being...propositioned.

Sex. With him. And this all originated fresh off the battlefield, when Yuri made the conscious choice to tempt him down into Abyss with secrets and promises, dangling an enigma in front of his eyes until Yuri could get him alone and touch his wrist and offer —

Sex.

It's not just that it's a brazen offer, in and of itself. It's that the prospect of sex at all is something that's always been so wrapped up in duty and noble obligation, finding a suitable bride and siring heirs for the continuance of his line, that very little of it actually sounds particularly enticing. To say nothing of how the topic has been tainted by Sylvain's antics, or his own misgivings, or the associations he has between his own wide palm and the shame of getting lost in the smell of blood in the air — or worse, the professor's affectionate gaze.

He swallows hard.]


How differently things work in Abyss. Is that your...post-battle custom?

[He's being so careful with his words that two things immediately become apparent: he's trying very hard not to offend Yuri with all the diplomacy he's been raised in since birth, and he has absolutely no idea what's happening to him right now.]

You could do better. Surely. I doubt I'm anyone's..."right person".
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-29 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Is this how propositions are supposed to go, he thinks idly (and a little desperately). Somehow, it's hard to imagine Sylvain securing his liaisons in the same manner that Yuri is pursuing his. There's persuasion, certainly, but there's no flattery or soft, mincing words; if anything, Yuri almost comes off like a silver-tongued advisor with all his facts and figures lined up in advance, come to convince his king of the most sensible course of action.

And does that set him at ease, from the familiarity, or make him more nervous that he's actually finding himself persuaded by the rationale? A mutually beneficial outcome. Fu...fuc...having relations for the sake of having relations, and nothing more.

Yuri is, strangely, very pretty when he smiles like he's up to something.]


You're very determined, aren't you.

[He doesn't like how breathless the remark comes out, betraying just how tempted he is by the proposition already.]

I'm...still, I'm unsure it would be appropriate. F-For me. I have obligations that I must adhere to, even at the expense of my own satisfaction...

[Goddess, his resolve is fracturing, and he can feel it.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-29 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[It all seems so reasonable, laid out in that way, and there's a part of him that nags that this is precisely how swindlers and con men ply their victims into their confidence, but it's hard to see what Yuri could possibly even stand to gain except exactly what he promises. He's right that there's no possibility of an illegitimate child that could be used as leverage against him, and it's not as though the fact that he's male is really any object — it's far from unheard-of for a person's tastes to run that way, and no one really minds it unless it's getting in the way of the noble putting a crest-bearing heir into his proper wife.

Loog and Kyphon, the tales go, even — well, everyone knows they were inseparable. That bond is veritably the whole reason he even has a Fraldarius of his own to begin with, as his father did before him.

So — what harm could it even do, really? Abyss is no independent political territory of its own that he runs the risk of offending; Yuri doesn't command an army that he could raise against the Kingdom for some perceived slight. And if there even was anything to blackmail him with, well...surely it couldn't be any worse than what's said about him already, and if nothing else, at least a sex scandal would make people stop talking about his choice to make his retainer a man from Duscur. At least for a while.]


I don't want to be called "your Highness" by someone I'm...

[He bites his lip, but it's too late to take the words back. Not that, on second pass, he really wants to take them back as it is.]

I must warn you that, because of my Crest, I am not always suited to...careful work. I could hurt you. If I were to lose control, I could...

[Beneath the table, inside his trousers, his cock twitches enough to make him shiver.]

You must take every precaution. I don't want to risk hurting you.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-29 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm — I'm familiar with the process.

[Yuri's boot rubbing along his calf suddenly seems to draw all of his attention, yanking it away from the table and down to where there's pressure and the soft caress of his trouser leg's fabric, all interesting texture and sensation that shouldn't be gripping him as hard as they are, somehow.

Aware that he's close to a mistake, he tries to cover it by clearing his throat. It doesn't altogether work.]


In Faerghus it's custom for nobles to, ah. Witness the consummation of a marriage. I've been present. Occasionally.

[Also, he's friends with Sylvain, but that goes without saying, so he doesn't say it.]

I may not boast the experience of some, but I'm not ignorant. I'm aware of the differences, when it's a man.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-30 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Customs have their uses, I suppose, but...truthfully, I agree with you.

[And that may well be the first non-anxious thing he's said since he made his way down into Abyss. The hurdle, it seems, had been getting him past his own hangups and misgivings; once surmounted, he's far more amenable to going along with Yuri's flow and seeing where it leads him.

(He hadn't noticed the bed at first, truthfully. Now, as he's led toward it, he isn't altogether sure how he could've missed it.)

But he lets Yuri guide him, amicable almost to the point of being properly called pliant, and when he settles down on the bed, he's thankfully less rigid than he was at tea — his knees slightly spread instead of jammed tightly together, his spine relaxed, his arms resting on the tops of his legs.]


May I touch you?

[He's so polite, this future king.]

Or — no. No, of course you should lead. I'm sorry; but please direct me as you see fit.
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-30 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[If he were a little more of the cunning sort, maybe Dimitri would've been able to hide the way his eyes slowly widen — not even from what's revealed when Yuri's trousers come off, but just from watching his garments peel away at all. He makes it look so elegant, moving with natural grace even when he's giving every impression of just being utilitarian about it, and as each new patch of skin is revealed, the weight of no touching yet burns a little more.

And — there, finally, Yuri stands bared before him, and honestly with the way Yuri leads his house and his battalions, Dimitri had sort of had him pegged as another alpha himself, so this comes as an unexpected revelation. He has to make himself swallow back the twinge of instinct that flutters in his gut, his alpha instincts stirred out of dormancy by the sight and scent of an omega's soft curves close enough to touch, close enough to lean forward and lick...

But the last thing he wants is for Yuri to consider him a brute of an alpha, himself. He's the heir to the throne of Faerghus, he knows how to control himself. He won't lose his manners. He'll behave.]


I see I'll have to be on my guard around your silver tongue.

[Speaking of tongues, he swallows again, trying not to scent or lean forward or act out.]

I understand, but perhaps I could...kiss you?

[Lord's kisses, they called it in the stories of Loog and Kyphon. The proper way for any alpha to treat an omega, putting their mouth and tongue to pleasurable use.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-30 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's not unheard-of for two alphas to lie together; it's that very knowledge that's kept the professor in his fantasies, even after their respective standings had been shared. Naturally there's no procreation possible, and some alphas avoid it because of the possibility of tensions running high and instincts of dominance getting out of hand, preferring to maintain their relationships instead of risking them on careless, charged liaisons. And when he'd assumed that Yuri was an alpha, that all had sort of followed — particularly the part about blowing off steam, letting one's instincts out after the heat of battle.

But this — this rouses an entirely new instinct in him. He knows it the instant Yuri's bare pussy twinges, knows it on an instinctual level he can't even begin to try to describe. He knows it because he's genetically programmed to be attuned to it, a biological imperative to assert strength and claim and mate.

And that rattles him a little. It's hard enough keeping his own demons in check, without the added recklessness of having a lovely soft omega standing in front of him, inviting him, tempting him toward choices he's supposed to know better than to indulge.]


Oh — yes. Yes, the gloves, of course.

[It's a distraction, a point to focus on, but it doesn't last him for long. He releases the fastenings and begins to tug his gauntlets off, neatly setting them aside, but his involuntary reactions are already threatening to bubble up and expose themselves.

When he finally looks back, his hands bared and his gloves tucked away, he can't hold himself back anymore. Not entirely. Not enough.

Deep, deep in the back of his throat, he rumbles a faint and interested purr. In its way, it's the aural equivalent of a wink or a nod thrown across a crowded room, an attention-seeking noise keyed to solicit a reaction. It's a sound he's never made before; he's never had reason to. It's not a noise that alphas make at other alphas.

He can't look away — and couldn't, even without the fingers beneath his chin. Helpless to stop himself, it spills out again — rich and thick and deep, hello, have you noticed me? you should.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-30 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Oh, what a lovely sound, the proper answer to the call-and-response he'd unthinkingly initiated. His alpha instincts are pleased, approving of the result his overture had drawn in return. No need to posture or go out of his way to prove why interest in him should be an inevitability, and while there are some alphas who might feel a little cheated out of the opportunity to boast and prove their mettle in that way, Dimitri's are too accustomed to restraint, too pleased at the prospect of acceptance.

Dimitri knows that Yuri is in front of him, unclothed, experienced well beyond his own measure. The alpha in him sees it the opposite way, perceiving only a lithe and supple omega signaling its own desires, waiting for him to do as both their natures direct.

He tries to remind himself that it's Dimitri who needs to keep the upper hand, here. It's Dimitri who has a reputation to protect. Dimitri who has to walk back out of this encounter and go about the rest of his life.

The alpha has no such concerns. It merely wants what it's already decided it's entitled to.]


Seeing doesn't even come close to what I want.

[It's like someone else said it, someone else with a dark and gravelly voice, rich with desire.]

I...m-my apologies. I'm keeping you waiting.

[He slides a little closer along the mattress, edging near enough that he can reach out with his bare hand and curve it behind Yuri's raised knee, slowly and almost respectfully leaning in to touch a kiss to the inside of his thigh.

He needs to go slowly, he reminds himself. Slowly and carefully, and stay in control.]


Your scent is very pretty.

[He risks another kiss, then another, slowly working his way up Yuri's leg toward the tantalizing heat waiting for him.]
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[personal profile] wolflord 2021-07-31 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
That would involve admitting to them that you're an omega, first.

[He edges closer with another kiss, closer still, taking his time but also carefully working up his nerve; what he's about to do, he's going to attempt based purely on instinct and the stories he's heard all his life, and one or two in-person demonstrations viewed from far away and behind the tasteful obstruction of a gauzy curtain. Perhaps he has no talents, and Yuri's talk of envy is premature; still, both sides of him want to try, the prince to live up to the legend they're spinning out between them, and the alpha out of simpler pressing desire to claim the omega before him in whatever way he can.

But all Yuri's reactions are positive ones, and help his confidence along. It feels nice to have his hair caressed, to be close enough to catch his scent from behind the blockers. It's a pity he won't be able to taste him, defective alpha that he is. He already looks so wet and inviting.

So he moves at last, lips parting faintly as he does finally bring them to touch Yuri's slit in a perfect imitation of a kiss — pressure first, then a tip of his chin and a brush of his tongue, then again and deeper before the first one has even really concluded, the flat of his tongue parting the slick folds as it drags past them, slow and winding wet itself.]

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